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|Monday, March 28th, 2005|
If it's possible to be beyond heartbroken, that is what I am right now. I
feel like curling up in a ball somewhere and never waking up. Seriously. Shawn
talked to me and told me we can no longer be dating because he realizised that
he is truley gay. Ouch. Makes me feel like shit and like I turned him off women
or something. I knew he was bi when I met him, but turning gay...I mean, I have
nothign against being gay, but I really cared about him and to find this out now
really, really hurts. He wants to still be friends but I don't know if I can
handle it. I'm lonley and sad and I need someone to talk to. I thought
everything was going well and I was finally happy and then everything good I was
feeling just crashed and burned and now I want nothing to do with anyone.
Someone better stop me from doing something crazy.
|Sunday, January 23rd, 2005|
|Saturday, January 22nd, 2005|
|Thursday, January 6th, 2005|
|Sunday, December 26th, 2004|
is such a retahd.
he's a "friend of a friend" thing and OMG HE DOESNT LABEL HIMSELF COS
COOL PEOPLE DO THAT AND LOST THE UNDERSTANDING OF MUSIC AND LITERATURE.
i'm surprised if he even got through the hipster handbook! hahahaha he doesnt
know anything about music, seriously.
p.s. 'sup, i've been here but never posted. :/
|Saturday, December 25th, 2004|
|Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004|
DHdhdsrhhHAHAHAHt THIS GUY
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|Monday, December 20th, 2004|
Funny, I thought this was your journal, Senior Glau-san. But I was obviously mistaken, by the presence of an FCC agent.
Chaps skirt? Wtf? I bet the corset is fake leather and has plastic boning! Hrmp.
|Friday, December 10th, 2004|
trashytalkshows never forget!!
Interests: 136: 1-800 numbers, 1-800-96-jerry, 100% not the father, _str8laced, amazing stories, aspiring to become strippers, audience disses, baby daddies, baby mamas, baby pageants, bad parenting, bad rap guests, bad therapists, beauty pageants, beeps, being secretly video-taped, big and beautiful, big breasts, big ol weaves, bikini tops, bling bling, blurred fingers, blurred mouths, body glitter, boot camp, boots, breast implants, buff women, butt implants, catching things on tape, celebrity look-alikes, cheaters, cheating death, cleavage, cocaine, community college commercials, cottage cheese thighs, daisy dukes, deformed children, doing drugs, double-sided signs, drag queens, dropping out of school, duane west, ebonics, ecstacy, fake nails, flashing guys for mcdonald's, flashing the audience, flipping the bird, geek to chic, gothic preteens, gravy train!!!!, guest updates, haters, hidden cameras, hot tubs, hotties, ignorant people, isolation booths, jealousy, jenny jones, jerry's final thought, kids kicking their mothers, lawfirm commercials, lesbian love triangles, lie detector tests, local commercials, looking like the baby, mack daddies, makeovers, man or woman?, marijuana, maury, maury povich, motivational speakers, no education, not going to school, not montel, o-town, obese babies, paternity tests, phobias, pimps, player haters, players, pools, pregnancy tests, probation, progeria, prostitution, pulling off wigs, raymond moses, revealing secrets, rhyming show titles, ricki lake, rude jude, running from the copz, running off the stage, sally jesse raphael, secret cameras, sending kids backstage, sexy decoys, sexy moms, sexy teens, shanaynay, shaniqua, slob makeovers, smokin weed, smokin' weed at age11, sneaking out, spring break, springer cam, stealing your man, steve, strippers, taco bell, talking back, teen secrets, the gladihater, thongz, tickets, todd, tormented teens, trailer parks, tube tops, unprotected sex, updates, upn, valerie, vignettes, wb, weaves, whatever, younggirls influenced by britneyspears, your man.
|Thursday, December 9th, 2004|
|Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004|
you know who needs to get beat down...just on principle?
friggin Lil John
all he TALKS about is fightin in clubs...when his "Pimp Cup" has more muscle than he does...
but to his credit...
them glasses are so big...im sure he'd see anyone sneaking up on him weeks before they even knew they were gonna do that ish...
but seriously...he needs to catch a "Young Buck" incident...just to see if he backs up all that yellin..
and those taking notes...just dont hit him in the teeth...that will be all she wrote for you...his grill is large and in charge
|Friday, November 19th, 2004|
get used to it bitch!!
on my friend moe4eyed
2004-11-18 22:52 (link)
I have 8 am classes five days a week. I have to walk a mile to get to them. I live in Bellingham, and I trust you're familiar with the weather. My classes are small, so no sleeping. I fail if I miss more than one without a form from the health center. It is music 101, which is required for music majors, but I learned everything we're doing now in the 5th grade. AND I don't get paid, in fact, I'm paying for it.
Do NOT try to say you're worse off.
|Thursday, November 18th, 2004|
This report is about my first experience with the drug Crystal Methamphetamine. I had been a fan of ritalin, adorol, and dexadrine, which are some over the counter 'upper' type medications used to treat attention deficit disorder (ADD or ADHD)... They worked great for me when I snorted them; they sped me up, increased my concentration, and helped me through school... Well my dad was a fan of Crystal Methamphetamine, and had been for several years. It was my best friend at-the-time, Rob's, birthday, which falls in the spring. It was about 12 noon, and we were in my room watching TV trying to figure out how to get a bag of weed to smoke on his birthday, since we both had no money... My dad overheard us, and decided to give us our first try of crystal.My dad overheard us, and decided to give us our first try of crystal.My dad overheard us, and decided to give us our first try of crystal.My dad overheard us, and decided to give us our first try of crystal.My dad overheard us, and decided to give us our first try of crystal.
|Sunday, November 14th, 2004|
|Friday, November 12th, 2004|
Firstly, is Electric Shock Treatment still used in psychiatric hospitals? Secondly, can anyone recommend any autobiographical or fictional books about mental illness? Over the last few weeks I have read 'The Catcher In The Rye', 'Prozac Nation', 'Girl, Interrupted', and 'The Bell Jar'. I'm after more suggestions. Thanks in advance.
|Monday, November 8th, 2004|
i know this girl. she is full of herself... also shit
So I am admired, liked, and acknowledged as cool by other people, but they rarely make an effort to befriend me or get to know me better. Of course I'd love to get to know everyone who likes me and everyone who doesn't and am trying to be super social, but, discovering that a large number of people like me, let alone are AWARE of me, makes me (a) curious about what I'm doing right (to make them like me) and (b) curious about what I'm doing wrong (not encouraging them to get to know me better). This knowledge makes me feel good, but it also makes me feel alone. What's different about here and high school is that I actually have great friends around me that I can connect with and have connections with rather than floating alone in a sea of people who like me, think I'm cool, but don't really understand me or don't feel like they can/want to get to know me. I think my main turn off in high school was that I was intimidating. Maybe that's what it was. 'Course here I don't think I'm that much more intimidating than anyone else. I mean, if I want something I work for it, is that so strange and scary? Who knows, who cares. I have fantastic friends and I know I'm liked by others. It's better than knowing that I'm disliked (there is a girl in one of my classes that is disliked by the majority of the people in that class and I think she knows it.)
who honestly talks about themselves like that? it floors the fuck out of me. i don't like her. at one point i was jealous of her. but now i'm just disgusted by her. maybe that's another form of jealousy, but i just really don't understand people like that.
i just made a kylie reference in another community, and pepole said "she can barly sing anyway" and "kylie can suck a pig's cunt." this sickens me, i need a hug.
|Sunday, November 7th, 2004|
not only does this fucking retard make stupid posts like this, she also created ohnotheydidnt
yet for some reason this she is waaaaaaaaay too cool for it. she is like one of those people you go to school with who tries too hard to be a hipster.
oh and her friends aren't much better
I stil think Alaska and Hawaii shouldn't even fucking count.
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i seriously agree. alaska and hawaii aren't even attached to us. grr. 'united states' my ass.
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grr. 'united states' my ass. Current Mood: bored